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When people ask me what my goal is in life, my usual answer is something along the lines of, "Since a few years ago, and into the future as far as I can tell (which isn't much), all I want to do is survive and keep getting on with my life."  But when it comes to my moral or ethical beliefs (yes, I'm using D&D terminology here), what do I want to do?  I just want to do the thing and be a good person.  While the idea of "good" is inherently nebulous, I do not believe it is impossible to define, even if words fail to suffice.  If I'm not a good person, I want to be.

The thing is, at times I want to be tested.  I want to have to make a choice between doing the right thing and doing the safe or easy thing, when the two choices are mutually exclusive.  I don't just want to think I'm a good person, I want to know.  Over the last month or so, I've come to the important realization that it's not just what you do that matters, but also what you don't do.  I already knew that, but I never really thought about it in terms of being tested.

I'm starting to think that the times, for instance, I didn't say what was on my mind because I knew that it would hurt someone's feelings in a way he or she doesn't deserve might be a sign that I can channel negative feelings into more constructive (or at least not destructive) outlets.  That none of these outlets involve self-harm or property destruction might be a sign that despite the issues I have with myself, I still respect myself as well as others (self-sacrifice is generally good, but a lack of self-respect is not).

Anyone I know reading this, if you think I'm taking examples from our interactions, I probably am not.  I'm tired, and a little stressed, and as usual I'm at my most inspired when I'm stressed.
  • Mood: Irritated
  • Watching: Monty Python's Flying Circus
  • Playing: Super Mario World

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  • Current Residence: Minnesota...and on occasion, Lower Norfair.
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Extra large and extra in charge.
  • Print preference: "PC load letter"? What the f*ck does that mean?
  • Interests: ANIMALS (real and fictional)! + Reading, writing, video games, anime, roleplaying, winter...
  • Favourite movie: Terminator 2: Judgment Day (Return of the King a close second).
  • Favourite band or musician: Squaresoft/Enix, Team Viewtiful, Nintendo...you get the idea.
  • Favourite genre of music: Video game, electronic, non-lyrical, and other stuff off the beaten path.
  • Favourite artist: Lots: see favorites.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Too many to list!
  • Operating System: Central nervous.
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod.
  • Shell of choice: Red Koopa.
  • Wallpaper of choice: Lots and lots.
  • Skin of choice: Fleshy, furry, scaly, feathery, chitinous...whatever.
  • Favourite game: Lots and lots ('cept most sports). Name a game and we will talk.
  • Favourite gaming platform: Any. It's the games that matter. (So I guess Game Gear is out, ba-zing!)
  • Personal Quote: I need a hug...or an animal to pet...or a furry to hug....
  • Tools of the Trade: My laptop, a fast connection, and some constructive comments.

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:iconhellolunchmeat:
Hey, FYI: I've got some new story chapters posted I think you'll dig.

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:iconevertide:
*leaves footprints on your page* Your return has been long awaited.

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~enigmista91 Apr 2, 2012  Professional Interface Designer
Sorry for disturbing, I'm participating in a very important competition for me and to win and I need likes on this youtube video.
Could you give me a hand and like this video?
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thanks!!!
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~Beck-Carter Dec 26, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
- You have been tagged! Follow the link , follow the rules, and place this in your journal!


[link]

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:iconevertide:
Sorry for the late response ^^;

Thank you for the tag, but I don't really do tagging, giving or receiving. Though I might give that journal a try...goodness knows I need something to replace this journal I have up.

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~Beck-Carter Feb 4, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yeah, sorry about that! ^^; I'll keep that in mind next time!

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~Phycosmiley Nov 19, 2011  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave :thanks:

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~Phantomgurl55555 Nov 14, 2011  Student Writer
Hey =)

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!dandaily4 Nov 13, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the :+fav:!

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=geckoguy123456789 Oct 23, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I tag you! [link]

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:heart: Anthro pregnancy can be a beautiful thing, visit my gallery to see it for yourself.:heart:

:bulletblue:An interest in pregnancy and pregnant women is an odd one, and one whose lines must be carefully walked along.:bulletblue:
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